As much as I truly do care about you in every possible way. As long as I have cared about you so much so that I would willingly give everything I am for you, I'm so sick of how you make me feel sometimes. I don't think you even realize you do it, but there's always something more important than spending time with me. Always, even when we haven't seen each other for a week, even when we've hardly been able to speak to each other for a week, there's something ahead of me. You can't even think to just text me before you fall asleep anymore. It hasn't even been three months and I'm already feeling left out in the cold by you. And by the way, coming over and sleeping does NOT constitute spending time with me...At least not to me. I'm sure other girls would be inclined to disagree, but not me...Especially since you seem to sleep at least an hour everytime you come over. Staying the night, it's fine, but still doesn't contribute to conversation or affection. As much as I adore you and love to watch you sleep, it doesn't make up for the missed time we could be having laughing about something, even arguing about something. Just...something. How you decided to tell me of your plans to leave me to go off and do something else after I had planned on spending the day with you (and THOUGHT you had planned to as well) on the very day I had planned on spending with you...I don't think you have any idea how much that pissed me off. Though, in the end you did decide to stay with me, the idea that you did have something else to do other than be with me after all of your missing me and wanting to see me during the week we didn't get to see each other infuriated me. How you had to leave to go home when you could've just stayed the night again. I thought you had a good reason for that, from what I was told at least, but apparently you really didn't seeing as you ended up falling asleep without the call or text later you told me I would receive. Now, you were going to call me whenever you woke up today? It's 12:45...There's no way you're still sleeping. Have you called? Of course not. Have you even so much as texted me? Nope. Have you even thought to? I doubt it. What do I really matter to you anyway? You've had better than me. I know you have...So why should I expect to be anymore important to you than everything else you have to do? I'm not, apparently. And I know I'm not the best girl you've ever been with...so why should I matter anymore than anything else you've got going on? What makes me feel so inclined to even be SICK of how you treat me when I'm lucky to call you mine knowing I'm probably hardly the best you could be with right now? Thank you. Thank you very much. | 
